LIONS DEN

 WE WERE ONCE KINGS AND QUEENS OF A GREAT NATION.....



NEVER FORGET WHERE U COME FROME!

 Life right now feels as if its at a stand still. Completely stagnant. Sure there has been plenty of change. Some for the better. Others for the worse but no forward movement has been made. The worse part of it all is that this is a self observation rather than a self since of "the world passing me by". It should be an annoying feeling which nags and nags till forward motion, progression, is the only option but its not. Rather the only feeling that is felt is a since of loss and loneliness. NO where to go and if there is somewhere, which way is it. I guess time will tell what happens next. For now i just hold on and  let life play out the way it will cause for now i'm just not motivated. All i am is tired. 

These are my thoughts. My reality. 
But what is reality? 
Reality is a manifestation of ones thoughts. Its a self interpretation of ones perception of reality. People are often plagued by what they believe to be realities affects on them when really, they are plagued by their own personal view of their reality. They see their reality as something concrete and unchangeable. If they would only realize that reality is not solid and unchanging but rather malleable and fluid. They would come to realize the power that is are control of reality. As i stated before. Reality is a manifestation, a creation to be molded by the creator. To be molded by the mind. 
These once again are my thoughts. 
My reality. 
My thoughts made reality.



~Lion Heart~  

 

This is something a teacher told me in grade school that got my mind going. maybe it'll do the same for you.

You know how when u dream, everything seems so real? Real to point where there are things going on in the dream that dont exactly have anything to do with the main, i guess we'll say, subject of the dream. For example u can  be dreaming of sitting in a crowded restaurant eating a huge steak with someone you've never meet before the whole time wearing your p.js. Or you can have a dream that goes on for days. not in the real world but in the dream. Hey, Its a dream and things like that happen. Well have u ever thought about that crowded room you were eating in? Your dream is so vivid that u invisioned other people going about there bussiness. Not realy interacting with you or the other main characters of the dream. They were almost seperate. Well here's some "food for thought". What if all of existence is just one persons dream and we're just the "supporting cast" in this dream? What happens  when this individual wakes up....

IM NOT SURE WHEN I STOPED BELIEVING IN SANTA CLAUS  BUT AS LONG AS I KNEW OF HIM I FIGURED THAT HE WOULDNT BE MAKING ANY STOPS AT MY HOUSE. IN ALL THE STORIES HE IS DEPICTED AS THIS OLD MAN THAT SLIDES DOWN CHIMNEYS TO BRING GIFTS TO KIDS. WELL I HAVE ALWAYS LIVED IN MIAMI AND THERE ARENT MUCH HOUSES WITH CHIMNEYS DWN HERE SO I JUST FIGURED THAT HE SKIPPED MY PART OF TOWN ALL TOGETHER AND LEFT THE GIFT GIVING UP TO OUR PARENTS. HEY I WAS A KID AND I HAD TO MAKE SINCE OF THE WHOLE THING SOME HOW.(LOL) 

Death before dishonor, and death to all those disloyal. For disloyalty is a disgrace within itself, a crime against man, a betrayal of the purest form. A dishonor that stains the soul, both in life and in........... DEATH!

 

I look to the skies for salvation and strength of preservation. To keep my mind of my earthly tribulations and sinful temptations. I look for peace of mind and pray that in the end my soul not forsaken. Less my sinz swallow me whole and cause my eternal damnation. 

Sighned:

-A Sinner!

 

 

 

I am strong-minded, collected and always in control. Concrete are my convictions and staed-fast are my ways.

I am confident in all I do. My sureness in and awareness of self waivers not before judgement nor critisism.

I am focused. With my eyes fixed on my final destination, my goals may seem far away but I am left with a since of "Its only a matter of time"        

....................I am Strong,

.................................I am Confident,

.................................................I am Focused,

.........  I AM !

 

-I LOVE U MORE THAN U KNO... MORE TNAN I SAY... MORE THAN I SHOW. 

-Words kan and will never express how i feel its almost impossible 2 let u kno, 

-how my sun rises and set wit your smile. 

-Or how i get nerveous when we dont talk 4 a while.

-How angelic u look when u sleep, 

-or how u turn in2 a lil monster when u eat. 

-U make me smile with such easy

-and make my heart melt jus by sayin pleaze! 

-U make it hard 4 me 2 tell u No

-and u make it even "harder" when u go low.

-Words kan and will never express how i feel, its almost impossible 2 let u kno

-but ill try till my dieing day 2 show u dat...

I LOVE U MORE THAN U KNO, MORE TNAN I SAY OR KAN EVER SHOW!!!

 

OH, LORD CAN U SAVE ME?

IM LOOKIN FOR A SINGLE MOMENT OF PEACE SO I CAN BREATHE, LET MIND EASE AND GET THIS DEMONS HOLD UP OF ME.

CUZ HIS HOLD IZ SLOWLY BUILDIN A HOLE IN MY SOUL. MAKIN MY SOUL COLD. AFFECTIN MY MENTAL RAGE, INCREASIN IT 10 FOLD.

AND LOW N BEHOLD I FEEL DA PRESSURE OF ME FIGHTIN DA WORLD WIT MY BEAR-KNUCKLES AS DA KNEES UNDER ME BUCKLE.

U FIGURE ME NOT TO BE ONE TO BLEED UNDER PRESSURE, BUT WHO GONNA TELL ME U NOT GONNA BLEED UNDER CONSTANT PRESSURE.

I BEAR THE STORMY WEATHER. I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEADLY NIGGAZ.... DADE NIGGA!

LIFE AIGHNT EASY DOWN HERE, WHERE EVERYONE WALKS WIT AN "S" ON THEY CHEST. A TEC AND A VEST, AND DA MENTALITY THAT A NIGGA DONT CARE. WE RAISED IN THE HOOD TO HAVE NO FEAR!

SO THAT LEAVES ME WIT ONE CHOICE. BE THE BEST OF THE BEST. MAKE SURE THEY HEAR MY VOICE. BE BIGGGA THAN THE BIGGEST NIGGA, MAKE SURE TO MAKE MORE NOISE.

IM STUCK IN A WORLD WHERE HOPE DONT EXISTE, WIT ALL TO RELY ON ARE MY TWO FISTS.

 

~LION HEART 

 

MY ACTIONS AT TIMES MAY LOOK SHADDY. JUDGE ME NOT,  FOR MY INTENTIONS ARE GOOD.

MY DECITIONS, SOMETIMES, MAY SEEM IRRATIONAL BUT WORRY NOT. I AM NOT UP 2 NO GOOD.

SOME TIMES I MAY NOT MEET THAT WICH IS EXPECTED OF ME. HATE ME NOT FOR MY EFFORT IZ GENUINE.

AT TIMES I MAY SEEM ABRASIVE OR UNFRIENDLY. FEAR ME NOT FOR I AM STILL LEARNIG DISAPLINE.

THESE ARE JUS A FEW REASONZ WHY I DO WHAT I DO AND SAY WHAT I SAY. THESE ARE NOT EXCUSES BUT RATHER REASONZ FOR MY EVERY DAY TO DAY ....

 

~LION HEART~ 

U WANNA KNO WHY I LOVE U............

 

 

I LOVE U BECAUSE OF THE WAY U LOOK AT ME AS IF I COULD DO NO WRONG.

I LOVE U BECAUSE OF THEY WAY YOUR SCENT STAYS ON ME AFTER U'RE GONE

I LOVE U BECAUSE OF HOW EASY U MAKE IT 4 ME TO LOVE U.

I LOVE U BECAUSE U LOVE ME DESPITE DA FACT, I DO WHAT I DO

I LOVE U BECAUSE OF THE THINGS U SAY WHEN WE MAKE LOVE.

I LOVE U BECAUSE I TRULY BELIVE U WERE SENT FROM ABOVE.

U WANNA KNOW, WHY I LOVE U...................
 


I LOVE U BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW "NOT" TO LOVE U!  



                                                                                                                                                                                  ~LION HEART~